I'm doing it!

I joined a softball team! I'm going to be playing first base on a middle level team.  EEK!!!!! I had ever reason why not to do it. The games are too far away. I'm going to be out of town 3 of the games. I'm not ready. I'm not sure I can throw a ball worthy enough.  I don't think I can run. I don't want to look like an ass running. BUT I'm going to do it. I told the coach I was onboard and I'm going to suck it up and do it.  I'm not going to be scared of putting myself out there anymore. I'm doing it!!!