I can't believe that starting tomorrow I will be a mother of a kindergardener. Where did the past 5 years go? My baby is defiantly not a baby anymore. He has become a charming well mannered little man and I couldn't be more proud of him. I thank God for Ethan, for allowing me to become a mother. I thank him for trusting me to raise this precious thing. In someways I feel like I became a mother for more than just the reason of having a baby. I wasn't all that nice before. I was a selfish spoilled stuck up 20 year old girl. Ethan made me into a selfless woman...a mother. A person that I am proud of. I have spent every moment of these past 5 years trying harder than anything ever in my entire life to be sucessful mother. I look at my little boy and I see this child that loves everyone, that realizes peoples emotions and cares about them, I this adorable voice sing songs to me, and his little hand pat my head or wrap around me and I just think, can it get any better? Oh and his laugh, this laugh of a this 5 year old boy fills your entire body with this overwhelming sense of happiness. How does he do that? I don't know but I never want it to end. :)
5 years!!! From cooing in his playpen to crawling to his first steps at mom and hearing him saying Momma for the first time to a kindergardener!
If you are reading this and you have babies at home run to them and hug them and kiss them every chance you get because it goes by so fast. Take it from this Momma of a Kindergadener (!) it goes by sooooo quick.
