Baby

Our decision...is to wait a little longer than we had thought. All I did was ask Nate and he said yes. "Whatever you think is best" I want a baby sooo badly but I also want to make sure that we have the baby at the right time. Unpaid or paid maternity depends on my delivery date because of the small office I work in so our aim is around mid November to end of Dec delivery. Which make C-Day around Jan/Feb. That would allow me time off during Thanksgiving and Christmas. I wonder what our baby would look like? Tall or mid length like Nate? Dark eyes or blue eyes like me? Will he/she look like Ethan? I hope I can wait long enough because I really really want a baby but I also want our timing to be right.

My heart....

E-diddy's birthday is around the corner. I can't believe he will be 7! I never thought I would be the Momma of a 7 year old little boy. Now that I am..I wouldn't change it for the world. I was looking at his pictures the other day and I started to cry when I thought of Matt. Does he even realize how much he is missing out of? How does he function everyday when a part of him is so far away? I am so thankful for my husband. He is such a wonderful father to Ethan...something he really needed.

New Furniture

I love it!

Goal Check

Completed Goals

• got a raise!
• see below for weight goal
• summer class starts on june 2
• we are putting in an electrical fence waiting on Nate's okay to order
• picking out paint colors...Behr is on sale this weekend
• New Dining Room set will be delivered tomorrow!!!
• I started playing with my G9 this weekend, Char & Buffie are coming to Jax this weekend I will keep practicing.

The pregancy goal I am unsure about and I need to talk to Nate. I think my goal is going to change to conceive between Christmas & March. I just want more time to work on some of the other goals before our lifes change completely with a new little one. I will let you know what he says!

Workin on my fitness

On Sunday I joined a gym down the street from my house. I went on Monday after work and it was sooo hard. The elipitcal kicked my butt and I could only do about 25 minutes. On Tuesday I did the stationary bike for 1 hour which was not a hard workout at all. This morning I got up at 5am and went to the gym and did the elipitical again for about 40 minutes again. It feels really good working out. My plan is to work out every morning M-F before work so I can get back and wake the boys up. I know it sounds early but I like that it is over with and I don't have to worry about it the rest of the day. I want to try to add some free weight arm exercised that John should me today maybe after work. I don't really know where I am getting the motivation from but I hope to stick with it. I have a doctors appointment on the 4th and I want to talk to her about conceiving this winter and I want to make sure I am healthy enough to do that. I guess that would be my motivation my unconceived baby :)