hard to plan a nursery when the gender is unknown

You knew this was coming right???

Can you believe it??? I couldn't!

(Can you see the plus sign?? bad pic taken by my iphone on Dec 21, 2009)

We are pregnant!

I had no idea I was pregnant. With the loss of Linda and all the other stuff that had been going on I just couldn't take the fertility medicine anymore. I was so tired and heartbroken over all those negative pregnancy and the thought of not being able to have a child with Nate. When I missed my cycle I just figured it was stress and I need to take another stupid test so I could start the provera. To my surprise the test immediatly turned positive and I started yelling, "this can't be right!!" Nate came running into the restroom and said, "what does it say? does it say yes." By that time I was in tears and so was he but I kept repeating, "this can't be right". Of course Nate tells me to pee again...on command. When I informed him I couldn't do that we had to wait an hour or so to take the second one..POSITIVE again. immedialtely. I think at this point Nate was accepting it but I couldn't. I was scared and didn't want to get my hopes up. The next day I went to my OB/GYN and they did a blood test. Of course I took home preganancy test #3 and it said POSITIVE too but I was still in denial but secretly allowing myself to believe I was pregnant. The following day my doctors office called and confirmed I was pregnant! Ethan started screaming and cheering when the nurse put me on hold to set the ultrasound up I started crying. After almost 2 years..I was pregnant.

The first of many pictures of Baby B to come. Taken Jan 4th. 6 weeks 4 days. Due Date: August 27