Monday, December 31, 2012

Just a fluke

These past 2 days I've had this feeling that this is all a fluke. That smaller Bre is just a temporary thing and I'm scared to death that fat Nate and Bre will be back. Nothing has changed in me to think that but there is this stupid voice in my head that has me worried. I wonder how these fears come in. That's what they are fear. This new lifestyle is so unknown to me that maybe that is why these fears exist. I will fight for this life with all I have. Not because of the way I look but because of what happiness it has brought all of us. This life feels so much better than a bag of doritos and queso.

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