5:30am freak out

It just hit me what I'm about to do. I'm in tears. I love myself. I love Sabrina 2.0. I don't want anyone to doubt that. The reasons behind this surgery is so hard to explain because I love who I am at this very moment. I just don't like 2 parts of it. Weird huh? I'm laying in bed crying and let the nerves and doubts wash away. I've got this.