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How to keep my faith?

I believe in God. I pray to Him. I teach my son His word. But the past 10 weeks are trying my faith. Nate's mom is dying. The doctors have said it and I am working on coming to terms with it. But I am fucking mad because I ask Him to stop. I asked him not for me but for my husband and for Linda and she is still dying. If he wasn't going to answer because of "His plan" then could He have atleast fucking blessed her with a grandchild? Is that so much to fucking ask for? So, my husband could have peace with it? So, she could have that joy? Why others? Why do you seem to grant others prayers but not ours? How am I suppose to keep bowing my head when it isn't working???? Or why should I? Why should I keep speaking of faith to Nate encouraging him to read your words??

I know I am going to go to hell for having these feelings but I am waiting here for any of this to make sense. I don't see it. I don't get it and I question my believe in faith. Because honestly it hurts too much to think that this life right now at this moment someone planned for me.

Halloween/Fall Decor Ideas

Ethan requested scary not cute...be careful what you ask for..hehehehe

A Mothers Love

A Mother's Love

A Mother's love is something

that no on can explain,

It is made of deep devotion

and of sacrifice and pain,

It is endless and unselfish

and enduring come what may

For nothing can destroy it

or take that love away . . .

It is patient and forgiving

when all others are forsaking,

And it never fails or falters

even though the heart is breaking . . .

It believes beyond believing

when the world around condemns,

And it glows with all the beauty

of the rarest, brightest gems . . .

It is far beyond defining,

it defies all explanation,

And it still remains a secret

like the mysteries of creation . . .

A many splendoured miracle

man cannot understand

And another wondrous evidence

of God's tender guiding hand.

Please lord, place you hand on Linda and our family. Heal her and give her more time.

So long seashells..time for fall..here are a few of my inspirations

Office Inspiration

I have some exciting projects coming up...I got the OK on new curtains for the living room and kitchen...Nate's dresser to paint, Nate's new desk and a kitchen shelf to replace the oversized bakers rack.
Here are some of my inspirations for Nate's office...a friend of Nate's gave him this HUGE corner desk that he made himself..it is beautiful and perfect for Nate's needs...his friend said he would slap me if I painted it black so I am going with white. Can't wait to get started